something comforting happened today. for once, our maths test is really easy. the test was 10 min long n i finished it like less than 5 min! hahas. studied so hard for the test, memorised formulae, yet the test turned out to be easy. ha! and i got full marks for it! well i think more than half the class got full marks too so tts not something to be proud of. hahas.

but sad to say, 2 days ago, i screwed up my SPA trial with my very own hands. damn it. that was the first ever distressing practical i had ever done in my whole life! 3 major mistakes made n they were enuf to fail my skill B. hais. today i told ms goh bout it, n she was rather shocked at my performance. shucks, heng it was jus a trial.

this week is relatively relaxed, not too much of hw given. jus got to rush my written report. our survey jus finished today, gonna tabulate the stats later. tonight is goin to b another burn midnight oil night. lots of lecture tests next next wk. common test is comin fast. haven hit my books yet. im in deep shit.

hais. damn it. flooded with project work, slept at 1am ytd jus to get out the skeleton of the written report. den i passed my work to yenting. my 3 other grp members dun seem to care bout it. student council and npcc more important. oh shucks i dun wanna tok bout it. dun wan unnecessary trouble. piles of work n responsibilities chocked up to my neck already yet my mum stil berates me this morning.

realli hate someone to the core. this is realli infuriating. i hate it!! face like luo han yu!! shld noe who im tokin bout rite? arghhs. makes my blood boils.

i wan to eat. long time nv eat good good things liaos. deardear's the only one who wil always bring mi go eat good good things. but he's always busy wif sch. hais wad to do? jc n poly are nv meant to cross paths.

y am i bestowed to this kind of fucked up life? ok shan't say tt f-word anymore. eric say cannot say. i mus behave, be a guaiguai gal.

its had been so long since i last updated. know why? cos my bro came back from taiwan. he unplugged my laptop n off he went to thailand wifout pluggin it back. heng i worked in PC connect so now i veri familiar wif laptops liaos. i re-connected everythin, which would b impossible durin the past!! yeahs great job, jiafeng!

after the 4-days work in expo, i continued to work wif PC connect at funan IT mall. this time wif grace n eric, previously from expo. on top of that, got new colleagues - kenny n jiayu. this time the work was so much relaxed. no stress, no competition. jus slackin, laming n crappin time. ha! i sold 1 laptop only in these 2 days. geez. tt stupid kenny kept di-siaoin mi n suanin mi say he couldn't stand mi bein so blur! hais, everywhere i go, i always kana bullied one! btw kenny asked mi this, "how do clarence stand u for 3 yrs ah? u so gong (blur)!" dear really cannot stand mi?

nvm bout tt. kan zai he treated mi ice cream i dun ji jiao wif him. oh yes. the fair was surrounded wif food! mac, kfc, anderson's ice cream, food court, polar, jollibean, delifrance.. oh my goodness. so for the 2 days i kept eatin cos i couldn't resist the temptations! i kept sneakin out to eat. hahas. btw there's a show called Thomas n Friends put up just right infront of our fair. seen tt performance 6 times in the 2 days! lols. the songs got stuck inside my mind le.

then there's one infuriating thing. got these 2 indian guys interested in buyin our laptops. as the demo set was at the shop itself (the fair is at level 1, our shop is at level 3), i led the both of them to our shop to show them. one of them asked somethin which i cant rmb, so i went to ask my boss, melvin. b4 i was done askin they just left the shop wifout tellin mi!! n they took away grace's pen! hahas.. grace was so angry.

there's one ASUS laptop wif bulit-in web cam. the 5 of us - grace, eric, kenny, jiayu n mi kept takin pics! hahas took alot alot of them. it was such an embarrassin sight to see 5 teenagers posin infront of the laptop! lols. n grace's poses were damn hilarious. all of us laughed until the other companies were starin at us. wil upload some of the pics here after kenny sent mi.

shees. it was fun workin wif these ppl. hahas but im not workin wif them this comin weekend. sorry guys, i've to catch up wif my work liaos. nxt wk got common test. grace, dun psycho mi to work.

oh ya im the student welfare officer of jj band. noe y i was chosen for tt post? cos im crazy. tts wad thomas n the seniors think. lols.

hey hey! 4 days nv see mi got miss mi not?

i made a lot of new colleagues during my work at expo. all from PC connect de. so cham, im the onli gal among all the salespersons at the samsung booth. youngest some more. the guys always got reason no reason also come n bully mi. hit my head wif brochures millions of times in the 4 days. when i squatted down to rest awhile, joe n yiwei would hit mi n asked mi dun slack. hais im becomin more n more stupid after these 4 days. these guys all 20 over yrs old yet they were damn weak. stood awhile onli jiu complain liao. mi lehs? stil veri hyper tryin to cheer them up hahahas! n they always call mi siao gal =(

but these colleagues of mine veri gd la. although they always bully mi, they took care of mi also lo. always asked mi go eat my rice when i was too busy wif customers to spare time for food. den joe n michael veri gd. they crossed 1 commission over to mi respectively. hahas. but michael onli worked wif us for 3 days den he quitted liaos. he got exam ma NTU student lehs. den tt lamer chuen full, edmund n mei mei came at the last 2 days. tt edmund damn funny. last day of work both of us damn pissed off wif some customers. both of us were laughin n cursin them non-stop. lols we always kana scolded for skivin by sze wei (our in-charge) n the idiotic samsung distributor. although tt distributor quite cute wif nice goatee but he smokes n he damn biased against us. so i dun like him. hahas.

got to noe grace's colleagues as well. they worked for acer de lo. their commission damn alot. so much more den us. got to know eric, rusdi, jay, halim (did i left out anyone?). these guys damn funny wan. we always go home together after work n cracked lame jokes on the mrt. grace kept insistin tt eric looks like feng de lun lols.

although the work was veri veri veri taxing, i made a lot of new friends over there. hahas. although the pay wasnt as gd as expected, i think it was worth the experience gained n the friendships made. hope to see them again at the next show. n tt nu ren grace, succeeded in molestin mi again.

a fren came to mi n said tt her parents are about to file for a divorce. wad the fuck? she's definitely not my 1st fren whose parents are divorced.

the events tt happened around mi realli make mi doubt n be sceptical bout the existence of eternity in love. is it true tt love, which bonds a couple, disappears once they got married? or it disappears once they 'have' each other? things started off sweet and romantic for new couples. but look wad happens as they got married or were together for a few yrs? they started takin each other for granted and haulin critisism to one another. the spark of love, hot n burnin, tt once ignited a relationship, died down as yrs go. is this life?

wads marriage n long-term relationship? is it responsibility or purely love for each other? y do couples separate? wad bout the promises and committments they vowed to give each other? do they disappear n be forgotten too?

one thing tt my fren said which striked mi was "why force them to b together if they quarrel everyday n are unhappy wif each other?" tts exactly wads happpenin in many couples. there's no point in clingin on to each other if u know tt the outcome of it is not goin to turn out to be wad u dreamed of to be.

i dont believe in promises. no 1 can promise another anythin becos wad the future holds does not depend on us. everyone of us have absolutely no clues bout the future. so y say "i promise to love u forever"? this suddenly dawned on mi: forever is a darn lousy word. can u live forever? if u cant, how can u love a person forever then? of cos, i mus say there are stil couples who r as lovin as before. i realli pei fu these ppl. my parents are one of them =)

i hope i dun arouse any offends in any person reading these.

relinquished the memories we had before. i dun care bout the future. i care bout the past n the present. at least im thankful tt we are stil together, as one.

i wan to eat rotiboy and takopachi! rotiboy veri veri veri veri nice. oh my goodness. hope i can go genting and australia in the december holidays!! I WAN EAT ROTIBOY LA! saw cockroach while browsin thru clothes on the rack. scare the hell of out mi n sinying. sent chills and creeps down my spine. arghh! i wan eat rotiboy pls..

know how many times i tripped n nearly fell today? uncountable! hais im stupid